the short video from our home sweet home christmas opening!!! :)

the short video during our home sweet little home christmas lights show and simple fireworks display!!!!

watch it all!! the last part is cool!! :) lol

Super Advance Merry Christmas!!

This is all my papa's effort!!!!!! :)))))))

and also we had a little, simple, short fireworks display... lol 

:)

Amor : " teddy's story"

Teddy's story

(this poem is all about my good friends' life....! it seems like, he encounter all the worse in the world but still he's fighting for it... i can feel his pain..i can feel him..thats why writing poem on him..)


there are certain things i don't get why i am like this,
You see me laughing but deep inside i have no peace,
the peace i want to have and to last,
And just delete and erase bad memories from the past.

i was so happy back then,
I have my work, all my needs and my loving girlfriend,
And we promised that we will spend,
together forever till' the end.

i admit that time i thought my life is perfect,
my girlfriends' family treat me good and never reject,
Me, that's why i give them my respect,
All the good memories i collect,
And promised them i will protect.
I don't to be neglect.

after all those happiness,
A scary nightmare happened, my girlfriend broke up with me with sadness,
I was shocked and hopeless,
I don't know what to do i'm lifeless,
I am still clueless,
What did i do wrong?
I keep the relationship strong?
but why suddenly she broke up all along?

As of now, im on the process of healing,
My mom and family cant help me coz' they don't know what i'm feeling,
Love and care is what i'm needing,
to make my life back and keep on rolling.

I concentrate more now on my goal,
My work, my car, and my life is the most important after all,
That's why i will not ever ever fall,
Coz i learned from my past and it makes me a better person now,
Now living life to the fullest somehow

Amor: "fairy tales"

fairy tales

I see no darkness when I close my eyes,

But it’s just all my dreams with no disguise,

Like a special food with sugar and spice,

Oh how I like it there, just full of surprise.

I don’t want to wake up,

On my dreams that me being on the top,

Everything I want, it all pop,

Just like a queen holding its golden cup.

In my dreams, I am the princess,

I am waiting on my prince, who will give me kisses,

Cross everything even on mountains edges

And then put my broken heart into full pieces,

Well it’s just all in dreams, that’s the reality

In the end, will still open the eyes to face the insanity,

Of this world full of cruelty,

And one thing should we do truly,

Make those dreams inspire us to go on our lives to live fully

So we can make way to our destiny.

Amor : " Hidden Alone"

Hidden Alone

I’m on this corner and I don’t know what to do,

At this moment I don’t have any clue,

I don’t know what I've been going through,

Now I need to do something and start something new.

There are lots of questions I want to ask,

But there are no answers to blast,

It’s hard to remember the past,

Especially those are times when I was wearing a mask.

It’s hard to be true to someone you don’t know,

Coz for me, I don’t know what will happen tomorrow,

I don’t know if they’re a friend or a foe,

So first, I let the moment flow,

Till the relationship grow,

Then the real me, I’ll show.

I don’t care if I will be forever alone,

If that’s my destiny, I live by my own,

But one thing for sure, I won’t live my life as hard like a cobalt stone.

Amor: " my 365 days journey "

This is just a great day for me,
November 22 , 2012, i turned up 22
This a great feeling too,
Now there's no more wasting of time, I'll do whatever I want to do.

A great journey that tested me a lot,
Problems and trials trying me to cut,
But all the strengths I got,
Coz I did not let my weakness give me a shot.

There are tears I've wasted on my 365 days,
But there more laughter that never pays,
I'm just thankful that I got lot of ways,
You're amazing Amor, someone says

I was loved and learned to love on this journey,
But I also experienced the greatest pain and misery,
Well that's part of life, I moved on and now I'm happy,
Now I'm making things right with my family.

Now, I'm just bless to be alive,
Lots of problems? I did survive,
Now I take a new chapter and now I strive,
To make a new better life.

Ps : Happy Thanksgiving America, and thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.. lol

Amor : "thanksgiving"

Thanksgiving

A new day has come, it’s Thanksgiving Day

I smell delicious roasted turkey today,

Just the same as your birthday,

Let’s celebrate and pray.

This day is full of celebration,

Thanksgiving Day all nation,

Even we’re on different location,

Let’s show together our appreciation,

Not just to ourselves, our families but also God needs our devotion.

There are lots of ups and downs this year,

But you survive it with no fear,

Now all the families laughter I hear,

Really this is a great feeling oh dear.

You deserve what you have now,

Coz also it’s all your effort somehow,

Now take a vow,

Let’s make more our life better and say oh WOW!

Share all the blessings you have,

Coz throughout the year, you got this good life and love,

Be thankful to up above,

Coz HE gave you enough.

Thanksgiving day, it’s not only for the food or money,

It’s the day of love, care and thanking God for making your life happy,

Hope you have wonderful and meaningful Thanksgiving Day baby.