Change: Good or Bad?

This is just about my opinion so feel free to put comments on your opinion too.

People change. Even the world change, but the question is how would you know that the person change?

We are surrounded by many and of course only one will stand out and that's how you met your first love. 

At first you were both sweet with each other, showing more love and affection and do special things that you weren't use to do before. It like the world is full of so much hearts and butterflies. As time goes by, of course you were tested ; tested by time, tested by problems and tested by people. Of course you're so much in love and try to fix everything and you both passed it. It's a good attitude to stay like that but remember it's just a start.

Days passed by and now it's more than a year. Believe me or not, any changes will happen. It might be good but worse is if it's a bad one. Sometimes it made me think why people change. You know how they used to do something before, how they sent message on you and how they made you very special. For me too, if you're feeling something change between you and that person, there's really a changes. That's what you feel right? that's how it so. You'll know if a person change to the way they approach you; the way they look at you; the way they value you; but it's really the way you look at it. It will be fine everything go on onto that stage. Just be careful  cause that changes might hurt you a lot.

If i change or if i did change already (lol) , i know it's for the  betterment

Long Distance Relationship

When life gets tough, all you want is to be with someone you love. It's seems to be easy when you're facing problems with someone who can hold your hand, kiss you and hug you but what if you're in a long distance relationship? too difficult right? well one of the consequences of this type of relationship is that. 

I've been through that. I am in a long distance relationship for 14 months already and those months were not easy.  Having 9307 miles between us is not easy. Like normal relationship, there's also misunderstandings and issues but despite of that i can say that the best thing to do is don't let your emotions be over you, be calm and ask what's the problem. Before I was immature on handling problems and issues. It was a big problem and I really need to change it. My boyfriend helped me and let me grow as i am today. Now I am able to understand and also can manage my emotions. Now i am able to be positive enough in dealing long distance problems as long it really it will not hurt me super the most (like totally will break me)  I will be as tough as a metal. 

Time and trust is the most important. Even how busy we are, there's always time for us. It even makes us feel better after a stressful day. Trust is a must. No matter how many mountains and wide ocean between you, don't forget to be honest. There's no secret that can't be revealed. The fact that your partner is trusting you, then he/she deserves to have a loyal partner. That's one thing you can't get back 100% if you will destroy it. so TRUST!

There's nothing easy on this world even being lazy is not easy. If you want to be on a LDR, it's really a big challenge but there's nothing impossible in love. Make sure to be strong.

Just Wait

Seems like today is a good day...well actually it's raining now...so chilly...makes me so emo!! this is why sometimes i love the rain!! it reminds me of something from the past and how it molded me to be better today...it does really matter of how time could let it change...so i guess it's worth the wait! wait for the right timing....

at this moment, i am still waiting for the right timing for my plans...i am still making my lists and all the steps when and where will i start... it's quite hard but yet if you have that goal...why not? right?

for love? well it's good...it's good to think that i waited for time to heal...waited for the time of explanations...i was able to handle and approached problems very calmly... i just hope no one will take it for granted...coz if someone though... ill be worse as a volcano erupting! hehehehe i really want to live life happy and peacefully...with no worries...with no lies...with nothing to think but just my loved ones...well with that...all i can say is... "JUST WAIT" ...it will come on my way! 

Tough but still don't forget to Smile

I've been sick for a month... it's really tough...really so tough... i am so emotionally drained...i don't know what to do.. i am feeling so down...i was really looking for much support emotionally... being sick for a month sacrifices mostly everything... the way of living on your every day life...even almost my relationship... i am in a long distance relationship...i consider time as one of the most important on this type of relationship...as much as possible i always spend my time with him... but that relationship sacrifice mostly changed everything...i don't want to explain what had happened but it's just tough to think that the one who keeps you strong...the one who really brought you to the reality..the one who let you believe that we should trust each other no matter what...with just a snapped...booom it almost destroyed my mind... i was clueless... i don't know what to do.. i am bothered... i love him so much...everyone knows...everyone knows how proud i am to have a boyfriend like him....even it's tough...he did told me about it and he said he's sorry for it...i felt the sincerity and the guilt...giving a chance is not a choice but a decision... i love him so much...there's still a room for it...i know this is just a test and also a realization...we both need to reflect and also accept each others mistake...

so far i've been feeling better now...of course trying to smile...and trying to be strong... i can't afford to get sick again..maybe because of depression or what...? nah no way! i am still positive in life... i know at the moment i am still kinda hurt but tomorrow...i will be fine! IT'S TOUGH BUT STILL DON'T FORGET TO SMILE!

Welcome Back!

whooaaah like it's been  like 4 months since i posted something on this blog... well i almost forgot it again but thanks for my deep thoughts and was able to remember and decided to get on this again! and also decided not only to post poems but also something about what is happening somehow in my life and also i'll try to post pictures here too...

for the past 4 months... it's been a good  time so far... problems came...problems solved...problems came again...problems solved...that's normal in life...right? so i am used of that...but also of course there were good times too...so a lot of good memories to flash back and yeah i am much happier than before...

mostly my old poems are all about love... how love hurts me...how love made me happy... and i guess i will not stick on that...i realized that there's more in life not just love...so many things I've wasted all because of concentrating for one thing and i forgot myself... " how about me?" I've done so much things to others... sacrificed most of everything in my life...and even exposed myself to something i didn't used to... but oh well i did it already... somehow in my thoughts should i regret it? but nah no! it's a learning experience and it's a good source to take a look back whatever decisions will i make in future! there's so much in this life! i can't wait for more! well patience but hell yeah! i want this roller coaster ride be more exciting!


life is everything...
life could be anything...
life is your thing...
enjoy and get it more exciting...
-Amor-

Amore "I swear"

I Swear

I swear that someday you and I will be together,

I swear it to you please do remember,

Life will be good cause you’re my lover,

I swear it to you, only with you forever.

 

I swear that someday you and I will share the laughter,

I swear it you please do remember,

Life will be good and will be better,

I swear it to you, only with you forever.

I swear that someday you and I will not be a stranger,

I swear it to you please do remember,

Life will be great coz we have each other,

I swear it to you, only with you forever.

Time may change, time is fast,

Time is gold, it would last,

With you, I swear it to you, only with you forever.

I swear.

Love and Peace

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace"

good morning.. hello sunday! :)

it's been a long time for my last post here ha.. so i think it's a good day to write something and thanking God for another day of my life...


i woke up early this morning and the sun shines on my face,
thanking him again, for this wonderful grace,
LIFE!!!!...yeah HIS greatest grace to me,
i don't know what my life could be,
if HE is not there guiding me.

thank you for giving me love and peace,
each wonderful moments i didn't miss,
every time i feel down, one thing comes up with my mind first,
there's a better tomorrow, yeah i know :)
for i have in me, the love and peace that i should carry,
for everything in my life will be good as it can be,
for love and peace can't be beaten by our enemy.

"Summer"

what time is it?? summer time!!!

Amore : "My Tropical Country"

My Tropical Country

located at South East Asia, known as pearl of the orient seas,

yeah my country is the Philippines,go here and be our tourists,

mainly got two type of weather, sunny and rainy season

got lot of beaches and trees for every section.

yeah, rich in national resources,

that's i'm being proud on every places,

good to go for swimming, but how about go for diving?

yeah relax and keep enjoying... for yeah my country is amazing.... 

Amore: "Zumba"

After the dance workout

just a random share.....been trying this zumba dance workout even though i'm already skinny.. i guess it's a good feeling to be physically fit but nah.... i don't know but i like this zumba fitness... though my mom sometimes told me "amor you're so skinny and you want to be more skinny..see your bones"... me was like... o.O ..okay duh!!! hahahahaha but anyway..still wishing to gain more weight but of course physically fit... 

life is good.

ps: anything you want to share how to gain more weight ? i would appreciate it.. hehehehe ^_^

Amore: "Water"

"Water"

the flowing water that touches your skin,

the flowing water gives warm through  your vein,

the flowing water gives cool to your brain,

Just amazing how it make me insane.

touches my head, touches my face,

touches my arms, just like a warm embrace,

touches my back, touches my chest,

touches my tummy, oh the feeling is the best

touches my hands, touches my finger nails,

touches my feet, oh a good feeling on my heels!

water makes me feel better,

Just making me more stronger.

Amore: "When my soul leaves my body"

"When My Soul leaves my body"

this is the video i edited long time ago... and i decided to put it in here and share to all of you guys...

with this short poem i made.... :)

We don't know what will happen tomorrow,

We might be happy or in sorrow,

 breathing and living,

maybe crying or dying.

We don't know when will our soul leave us,

might be now or later,

it may go back or never,

it may stay or will not last.

We should value the life we have,

for this is given by the Almighty Above,

Enjoy and jump with joy,

Celebrate life coz you're lucky you have enough.

Amore : "Vio"

"Soul is when you take a song and make it a part of you...a part that's so true, so real, people think it must have happened to you...it's like electricity..we don't really know what it is, do we? but it is the force that can light a room. Soul is like electricity, like a spirit, a drive, a power" 

-ray charles-

"Vio" 

by Amore

Vio is my new friend and i want to learn how it will be,

like how to hold him and how he can lean on me,

i'm still a newbie, just like a newly born baby,

I guess Vio will understand if he is not into the tune.. maybe? :')

i know time comes that we will get along together,

with spark and the rhythm that i will always remember

And i know we will bestfriends forever,

forever! yes forever! :)

Amore: "Coffee is my drug"

hello there... i don't know but i think coffee is my drug...

these are  some of my coffee photos...

How i love coffee..

i don't know but this is too good for me..

it makes my day complete...

keeping me relax on my seat... 

Amore: "Live, Laugh and Avoid Bullshits"

Life is full of surprises. We really don’t know what will happen to the next hour, minute and second of our lives. I really do believe with this “Expect the Unexpected”.

What is the best thing to do? Well for me, just enjoy the moment. Every hour, minute and second is worthwhile if you’ll just make up to it. Don’t be bitter or be so negative in terms of your outlook to your future. Look above and you’ll see that there’s a brighter tomorrow waiting.

Sing, dance, shout, laugh and eat or do whatever you do but of course just avoid the bullshits.

“Live and laugh hard and avoid bullshits”

A great sunny day,

On this hot warm way,

Giving me chill and good feeling,

I thank God for everything.

Walk slowly, look closely,

The trees dancing as you can see,

And the birds chirping into thee,

I really hope you can witness this with me.

 

Life is good, life is great,

Your life is on your fate.

Just think and have faith,

You are not alone on this journey mate.

Live and Laugh and avoid bullshits

Be happy and say “I don’t give a damn shit”.

Amor: " The Roller Coaster Ride"

“There's a sunrise and a sunset every single day, and they're absolutely free. Don't miss so many of them.”
― Jo Walton –

The best part of my tiring day was seeing this beautiful scenery. I’ll make sure that I am sitting on the window side of the bus and prepare my phone to capture this amazing scene.

My life has been into many trials, it’s like a roller coaster ride that goes up and down.

The ride goes down. There are times that I almost gave up coz’ really I felt that the world is so unfair and it keeps on pushing me down. This gravity! The gravity reminds me how the world was so unfair and then thought that “How I wish I live in space and just float and think nothing.”  

But the reality is, I can’t be. So what I did? Continue the ride baby! So it goes up!!!!!

What a good realization! A good feeling! A good moment! A good experience! A good life! A good ride!

“The Roller Coaster Ride”

The ride of life is like a roller coaster,

That ride takes forever,

What’s the best thing to do is enjoy the ride,

Together with your love ones on your side.

Put your hands up and shout out loud,

Reach the sky and touch the cloud,

Stand up and say I am proud,

For sure, it will amaze the crowd.

 Don’t let the down ride falls you,

Just continue whatever you do,

Take it as a challenge whatever you going through,

The most important is you keep on living and don’t feel blue,

The ride of life is amazing too.

Amor: "Love Month"

Love Month

February!! Are you ready?

Love month again, do you already have a date?
Or are you waiting to Mr. cupid to do your fate?
But still it's not yet too late,
To choose your own mate.

Mr. Cupid is preparing his bow and arrow,
In case you will be alone this love month and in sorrow,
Don't worry, there's still tomorrow,
Might be better than you expected and will be your hero.

Love month, full of love, full of hearts,
Full of emotions, full of promises that never apart,
Hope that it is just not good at the start,
Enjoy the love month and also be smart.

Show care, show concern,
Show the fire but don't let it burn,
Show love and expect in return,
Show affection that you should learn.

Give a sweet kiss, give a hug.
Don't react, don't be a bug,
Cherish and enjoy the moment coz' it can't be debug,
Love is a drug.

The most importantly this month is not just for the lovers,
but also show it to your family members,
Spread the love. for that was sent above.

Amor: "Mayan Friend"

Made this poem dedicated to my mayan friend ronnie aka nasa boy...hahahahaha..coz i am bored at this time..on the spot composition.. hahahahhaha so enjoy reading...

Mayan Friend

Are you from the outer space or out of this place?
Still fear the mayan because of this man,
He got this insomnia and Hiding around Richmond, Virginia,
And he's just like the zombie, remember this name... Ronnie Bailey.

I call him nerd coz' really he is,
He wants to learn french but not the kiss,
He even like those swiss,
"il est étonnant" ...just full of bliss.

He likes astronomy and a follower of NASA_langley,
He has been to NASA events, damn he's lucky,
He had fun when he was in disney,
A dream turned into reality.

He is the boredom killer,
A good friend and not a stranger,
Ronnie the mayan, the name to remember,
A worthy friend to treasure forever. ( awwww  hahaha)

ps:
he likes french girls, just like amelie...
please give him a blind date if you could be,
So that he won't feel forever alone,
Just call him on his phone ( hahahahaha )

Amore : "Dreamland"

Dreamland

The day has ended but I still want to enjoy the moment,

So I closed my eyes and my fairytale land open.

 

I was walking around the forest, saw birds flying going to its nest,

Saw blueberries without pest, fresh, and it seems like it’s easy to digest,

I lay down to get some rest and saw wild flowers at its best,

I saw the shining mountain, so I went to the west and started my fairytale quest.

Walking around and saw monkeys hanging on trees,

Heard the buzzing bees, the sunset, I did not missed

Got Goosebumps from the warm breeze,

So I felt good at least.

So the darkness came, so I lit up the flame,

Still did walk going to the west is my aim,

Coz I was eager to get the fame,

So the only way is to win the game.

So time passed by, it seems that there’s something wrong,

“I’ve been here, why this path so long”,

Then the night became so scary, and then the beast appeared, so hairy,

So ugly, witty, stinky, dirty and smelly,

I was thrilled so I ran in a hurry,

“Run..run..run..run”.. And then… realized… “Gosh this is the cemetery!!”

The beast chasing me, my heart beat is so fast and felt so weary,

“Mama!!!!” I shouted... “Papa” I shouted again… there’s no one..

“I’m dead!! all are gone…!! “

So the beast was coming…Coming… I and wept and covered my face,

But then there’s a sudden silence… “I’m now in heaven” …

But I felt a warm embrace…

“amor wake up” my mama said…

Then I opened my eyes…. I was on my bed…

I laughed and Stood up and continue my day ahead…

Dreamland!!! Every moment is not plan!

Full of happiness, sadness and emotions that you don’t understand,

Don’t take it so seriously for your own fate belongs to your hand.

*hahaha non-sense i guess...P

Amor: "Flashback"

“Flashback”

it all began in september, a simple joke to remember,

first day of being a stranger, i’m not a believer,

coz on this WORLD, there’s a lot of cheater,

just like what you see on a gangster.

but then again, the conversation took long

sharing your music and your song,

i guess there’s nothing wrong,

if you and i get along.

many things had happen to me,

But you all know and you did see,

Just like a seed growing to be a big tree,

Every falling debris of those days, you were there and being the man you could ever be.

Expect the unexpected; every day is full of surprises,

The friendship grows and rises,

To the level that you said that you’re feelings arises,

But one thing for sure, there’s no compromises.

At this present time, there’s no commitment,

Enjoying each other’s company like a kid that so innocent,

Enjoying and having fun with hundred percent,

of happiness and content.

A flashback, remembrance in one pack.