Amor: "thank you"

thank you everyone for visiting my blog... i wasn't expecting that i got lots of views and visitors all over the world ^_^.. it's been 1 month and 4 days to be exact that i made this blog.. and i'm eager to post more poems, pictures, videos and share my life to you guys. with this.. i dedicate this poem to all of you ... lol..

it's been a month and 4 days,
i thank you all and give you my praise,
to all of you guys for reading my posts,
you all deserve this  my applause.

im not expecting for a lot of views,
i'm not expecting for bigger news,
but what i saw is so amazing,
and it gave me such a great feeling.

to my family and friends who fully supported me,
and to all unknown visitors that i never see,
I hope i can offer you all a tea,
talk together and will say thank you personally.

i promise to post more,
as long as you all there, that's what i'm living for
"Thank you sooo much" real words from Amor :)

the short video from our home sweet home christmas opening!!! :)

the short video during our home sweet little home christmas lights show and simple fireworks display!!!!

watch it all!! the last part is cool!! :) lol

Super Advance Merry Christmas!!

This is all my papa's effort!!!!!! :)))))))

and also we had a little, simple, short fireworks display... lol 

:)

Amor : " teddy's story"

Teddy's story

(this poem is all about my good friends' life....! it seems like, he encounter all the worse in the world but still he's fighting for it... i can feel his pain..i can feel him..thats why writing poem on him..)


there are certain things i don't get why i am like this,
You see me laughing but deep inside i have no peace,
the peace i want to have and to last,
And just delete and erase bad memories from the past.

i was so happy back then,
I have my work, all my needs and my loving girlfriend,
And we promised that we will spend,
together forever till' the end.

i admit that time i thought my life is perfect,
my girlfriends' family treat me good and never reject,
Me, that's why i give them my respect,
All the good memories i collect,
And promised them i will protect.
I don't to be neglect.

after all those happiness,
A scary nightmare happened, my girlfriend broke up with me with sadness,
I was shocked and hopeless,
I don't know what to do i'm lifeless,
I am still clueless,
What did i do wrong?
I keep the relationship strong?
but why suddenly she broke up all along?

As of now, im on the process of healing,
My mom and family cant help me coz' they don't know what i'm feeling,
Love and care is what i'm needing,
to make my life back and keep on rolling.

I concentrate more now on my goal,
My work, my car, and my life is the most important after all,
That's why i will not ever ever fall,
Coz i learned from my past and it makes me a better person now,
Now living life to the fullest somehow

Amor: "fairy tales"

fairy tales

I see no darkness when I close my eyes,

But it’s just all my dreams with no disguise,

Like a special food with sugar and spice,

Oh how I like it there, just full of surprise.

I don’t want to wake up,

On my dreams that me being on the top,

Everything I want, it all pop,

Just like a queen holding its golden cup.

In my dreams, I am the princess,

I am waiting on my prince, who will give me kisses,

Cross everything even on mountains edges

And then put my broken heart into full pieces,

Well it’s just all in dreams, that’s the reality

In the end, will still open the eyes to face the insanity,

Of this world full of cruelty,

And one thing should we do truly,

Make those dreams inspire us to go on our lives to live fully

So we can make way to our destiny.

Amor : " Hidden Alone"

Hidden Alone

I’m on this corner and I don’t know what to do,

At this moment I don’t have any clue,

I don’t know what I've been going through,

Now I need to do something and start something new.

There are lots of questions I want to ask,

But there are no answers to blast,

It’s hard to remember the past,

Especially those are times when I was wearing a mask.

It’s hard to be true to someone you don’t know,

Coz for me, I don’t know what will happen tomorrow,

I don’t know if they’re a friend or a foe,

So first, I let the moment flow,

Till the relationship grow,

Then the real me, I’ll show.

I don’t care if I will be forever alone,

If that’s my destiny, I live by my own,

But one thing for sure, I won’t live my life as hard like a cobalt stone.

Amor: " my 365 days journey "

This is just a great day for me,
November 22 , 2012, i turned up 22
This a great feeling too,
Now there's no more wasting of time, I'll do whatever I want to do.

A great journey that tested me a lot,
Problems and trials trying me to cut,
But all the strengths I got,
Coz I did not let my weakness give me a shot.

There are tears I've wasted on my 365 days,
But there more laughter that never pays,
I'm just thankful that I got lot of ways,
You're amazing Amor, someone says

I was loved and learned to love on this journey,
But I also experienced the greatest pain and misery,
Well that's part of life, I moved on and now I'm happy,
Now I'm making things right with my family.

Now, I'm just bless to be alive,
Lots of problems? I did survive,
Now I take a new chapter and now I strive,
To make a new better life.

Ps : Happy Thanksgiving America, and thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.. lol